Sunday, July 19, 2015

Stay Another Night

Finding my way through the darkness

Trying to locate the shining light every other day

The meadows-that I used to know

Caught in flames

-But they keep me warm

And I guess I got stuck

I fell in love-

 

You run away-because you're scared

You say you will never hold my hand

The next day-you change you're mind

You go back and forth each time

But until tomorrow can you stay right here

Look in my eyes

Hold my hand

You're the light that guides my soul

You light me up

Keep me warm

Baby can you stay another night

 

Your craziness is annoying-but addicting

Then you hold me in your arms-get me through it all

You kiss me oh so sweet

Then you turn your back on me
Baby your love finds a way to make me stay

When we fell in love that sweet summer day

You looked in my eyes

Told me you would never leave

I guess I still believe

But every time you go

I know you'll come back for me-

 

You run away-because you're scared

You say you will never hold my hand

The next day-you change you're mind

You go back and forth each time

But until tomorrow can you stay right here

Look in my eyes

Hold my hand

You're the light that guides my soul

You light me up

Keep me warm

Baby can you stay another night

 

You are the fire that wakes me up-drowning

My oxygen

Everything around me

We go different ways but we always stay

One day you love me-but the next day you don't care about me

Looking into your eyes I know you care

Everyday I tell you I am not going anywhere

You are scared out of your mind

I am the first and last love you will ever find

I know it's crazy to stay like this

But you're the craving I have to get

You are the one

The one and only

Person I love

-Just tell me I'm enough

 

You run away-because you're scared

You say you will never hold my hand

The next day-you change you're mind

You go back and forth each time

But until tomorrow can you stay right here

Look in my eyes

Hold my hand

You're the light that guides my soul

You light me up

Keep me warm

Baby can you stay another night

 

Finding my way through the darkness

Trying to locate the shining light every other day

The meadows-that I used to know

Caught in flames

-But they keep me warm

And I guess I got stuck

I fell in love-

 
 
 
 

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Wild Card

I can't take it anymore

Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door

-You tried to control me

You wouldn't set me free

I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need

 

I won't be predictable

I won't let you be my puppeteer-

I am my own person

Controlling me-i will make impossible 

That's why if you hear about me

They'll call me a wild card

 

I will hide my true colors

Only show the good ones

I will hit the wall

Do it again

Tell the one that I love 

That I'm done with him

I won't be myself 

I will change to become crazy

 

I won't be predictable

I won't let you be my puppeteer-

I am my own person

Controlling me-i will make impossible 

That's why if you hear about me

They'll call me a wild card

 

I will show you what I want you to see

I won't say anything to make you happy

I will do what I want

But you should be careful that I don't go off

I will only protect myself

Even if it makes your life-a living hell

I will do what's best for me

I don't mean to hurt you 

But maybe I do 

I won't let you be able to know what I'm about to do

 

I won't be predictable

I won't let you be my puppeteer 

I am my own person

Controlling me-i will make impossible 

That's why if you hear about me

They'll call me a wild card

I can't take it anymore

Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door

-You tried to control me

You wouldn't set me free

I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need

 

 


Sunday, July 12, 2015

Set Me Free

Looking down the street trying to find a voice that can hear me

I need to find a way to let the ones I love see-who I really am

Find another way to express yourself they say

I don't want to be controlled

-Day by day

I search for another choice

But my fate can't be ignored

 

Where do I need to go

I need to chase my dream

I won't be held back anymore

You try to show me what I want to be

If you see who I truly am

Will you find a way to understand

What I want

What I need-

To be

Please find a way to set me free

 

The shadows that haunt my future-stay close

I don't have freedom-anymore

I want to go places

But you don't want me to go

But if I stay

I will never be happy-

But if I go

I will finally be free

-But I'll have to say goodbye to the ones I love

 

Where do I need to go

I need to chase my dream

I won't be held back anymore

You try to show me what I want to be

If you see who I truly am

Will you find a way to understand

What I want

What I need-

To be

Please find a way to set me free

 

I have cried for so many days

I have tried to find another way

But I can't give up

I know what I want

Will you stay with me

I don't want to leave-but I have to go

There's no going back anymore

I just need someone to see

The smile that it leaves on my face

I don't want to hide my dreams anymore

So when I leave-stay with me

 

Where do I need to go

I need to chase my dream

I won't be held back anymore

You try to show me what I want to be

If you see who I truly am

Will you find a way to understand

What I want

What I need-

To be

Please find a way to set me free

 


 

 

 

 

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Damaged

Walk around-act like everything's normal

Don't make a sound

If you do they'll find out-

You can't cry

-It only shows you're weak

You're never surprised if something-or someone lets you down

So why can't you let go


Look around you

Everyone is perfectly fine

So why are you freaking out

After everything you've been through

-Find a way to hide your true side

Everything is not the same

People change

-You always stay the same

Why are you like this

You're damaged-

 

Everyone you cared about is gone

You showed them your heart

-Then everything went wrong

You're shattered into a million pieces

If you look in my eyes-you will see the darkness

When everything feels right

-It turns to hell-and you can't fight

You're surrounded

By the fire

You would cry out

But you know no one is there-

 

Look around you

Everyone is perfectly fine

So why are you freaking out

After everything you've been through

-Find a way to hide your true side

Everything is not the same

People change

-You always stay the same

Why are you like this

You're damaged-

 

Find a way to lose yourself

The grief inside you needs some help

Broken hearts with missing pieces

-Red roses that turned to black

The music of your life is dark

It feels like you took a knife to the heart

Smile and don't be afraid

This is life- and until another day

Keep ahold of yourself

Control your inner feelings-

So at night

You can make the stars in your soul ignite-

 

Look around you

Everyone is perfectly fine

So why are you freaking out

After everything you've been through

-Find a way to-hide your true side

Everything is not the same

People change

-You always stay the same

Why are you like this

You're damaged-

 

Walk around-act like everything's normal

Don't make a sound

If you do they'll find out-

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, July 5, 2015

Find The Real Me

Smile-everyone's watching

Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain 

Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else

If you look beyond the lights

Will you see the real me-

 

You need to fight 

You need to win

You have to fly

There's no giving in

-Don't give up

You have been through enough

Find a way to stay

You need to find the real me-

 

Is my disguise too thick

Did you mean to find me-or did it just happen

If you quit-everyone you love would be disappointed 

You've come to far to give up

You need to find me through all the lights

But you might give up

My true self is hidden to well

This is my life 

A living lie

 

You need to fight 

You need to win

You have to fly

There's no giving in

-Don't give up

You have been through enough

Find a way to stay

You need to find the real me-

 

I need to fly-

I'm losing myself

The lights are becoming too bright

I can barely stand

Will you see me in time

Will you find me while my life is a lie

-Everyone else thinks I'm ok

Will I keep up the lie or show myself

I know I've been through it all

But it still hurts 

The scares you hide

If you look in my eyes 

Will you see all of my fears

Will you find a way to save me

 

You need to fight 

You need to win

You have to fly

There's no giving in

-Don't give up

You have been through enough

Find a way to stay

You need to find the real me-


Smile-everyone's watching

Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain 

Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else

If you look beyond the lights

Will you see the real me

 









Thursday, July 2, 2015

Holding On By a Thread

Don't let the darkness in

Life is hell but you can get through this

Just hold on tight

Look the other way

Put that pretty fake smile on your face

Don't lose yourself

You see the light go out

Have faith


You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home

Find yourself and don't let go

You're all you have left

After all the moments that you spent

Pretending to be ok

Close your eyes

I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes

Just please help me

I'm holding on by a thread

 

I know it's hard to hold on to hope

It lets you down

Turns it around

Till there is nothing left

But you know in your soul you can make it

-You have to trust yourself

Be who you are

You can't pretend anymore

-You're about to explode

The fireworks in your head

Turned into bullets in reality

So look around see if this is really insanity

You're going insane

Everyone is ashamed-of you

You need to fight this

You need to move on

Just don't let go-

 

You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home

Find yourself and don't let go

You're all you have left

After all the moments that you spent-

Pretending to be ok

Close your eyes

I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes

-Just please help me

I'm holding on by a thread

 

The clock keeps ticking

Your hands are slipping

You can't go under

But you're getting close

You have to hold on for-at least a second more-

You know you can find the light

Everything you have ever loved

-Was too good to be true

Fake friends

A messed up family

Even the people you trust become phony

It's funny how things can change

Love is there-love is gone

Just a second of embrace

You know you might lose

They have everything on you

But you'll never know

Please just don't let go-

 

You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home

Find yourself and dont let go

You're all you have left

After all the moments that you spent

Pretending to be ok

Close your eyes

I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes

Just please help me

I'm holding on by a thread

 

Don't let the darkness in

Life is hell but you can get through this

Just hold on tight

Look the other way

Put that pretty fake smile on your face

Don't lose yourself

You see the light go out

Have faith

 

 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Wasn't Enough

Look around

People are staring at you like you hit the ground

-And you can't walk again

All your dreams are damaged

You need to run away

Find a place that's safer than here

Somewhere you know you won't hear their names


So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

Smiling faces look at me and tell me I'm a waste of space

I don't know what I did wrong-I'm always in a daze

They break you until there's nothing left

Everything they say and do- is because they're trying to get in your head

I know I have to be strong

I know they think that I'm not-enough

I see their faces everyday

Do they even know what they're doing to me

Because every night-I wake up crying knowing my life is a living hell-

 

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

I couldn't take it anymore

Went away and slammed the door-

On everything bad

There's no going back

-The people around me don't know about my past

I tried to forget

But I keep remembering all of it

-I didn't fit in

I still need somebody to help me through this

Will I give in

-Think that I'm nothing

Or will I survive

Make it through the night-

 

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough