Sunday, July 19, 2015
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Wild Card
I can't take it anymore
Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door
-You tried to control me
You wouldn't set me free
I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need
I won't be predictable
I won't let you be my puppeteer-
I am my own person
Controlling me-i will make impossible
That's why if you hear about me
They'll call me a wild card
I will hide my true colors
Only show the good ones
I will hit the wall
Do it again
Tell the one that I love
That I'm done with him
I won't be myself
I will change to become crazy
I won't be predictable
I won't let you be my puppeteer-
I am my own person
Controlling me-i will make impossible
That's why if you hear about me
They'll call me a wild card
I will show you what I want you to see
I won't say anything to make you happy
I will do what I want
But you should be careful that I don't go off
I will only protect myself
Even if it makes your life-a living hell
I will do what's best for me
I don't mean to hurt you
But maybe I do
I won't let you be able to know what I'm about to do
I won't be predictable
I won't let you be my puppeteer
I am my own person
Controlling me-i will make impossible
That's why if you hear about me
They'll call me a wild card
I can't take it anymore
Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door
-You tried to control me
You wouldn't set me free
I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need
Sunday, July 12, 2015
Set Me Free
Looking down the street trying to find a voice that can hear me
I need to find a way to let the ones I love see-who I really am
Find another way to express yourself they say
I don't want to be controlled
-Day by day
I search for another choice
But my fate can't be ignored
Where do I need to go
I need to chase my dream
I won't be held back anymore
You try to show me what I want to be
If you see who I truly am
Will you find a way to understand
What I want
What I need-
To be
Please find a way to set me free
The shadows that haunt my future-stay close
I don't have freedom-anymore
I want to go places
But you don't want me to go
But if I stay
I will never be happy-
But if I go
I will finally be free
-But I'll have to say goodbye to the ones I love
Where do I need to go
I need to chase my dream
I won't be held back anymore
You try to show me what I want to be
If you see who I truly am
Will you find a way to understand
What I want
What I need-
To be
Please find a way to set me free
I have cried for so many days
I have tried to find another way
But I can't give up
I know what I want
Will you stay with me
I don't want to leave-but I have to go
There's no going back anymore
I just need someone to see
The smile that it leaves on my face
I don't want to hide my dreams anymore
So when I leave-stay with me
Where do I need to go
I need to chase my dream
I won't be held back anymore
You try to show me what I want to be
If you see who I truly am
Will you find a way to understand
What I want
What I need-
To be
Please find a way to set me free
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
Damaged
Walk around-act like everything's normal
Don't make a sound
If you do they'll find out-
You can't cry
-It only shows you're weak
You're never surprised if something-or someone lets you down
So why can't you let go
Look around you
Everyone is perfectly fine
So why are you freaking out
After everything you've been through
-Find a way to hide your true side
Everything is not the same
People change
-You always stay the same
Why are you like this
You're damaged-
Everyone you cared about is gone
You showed them your heart
-Then everything went wrong
You're shattered into a million pieces
If you look in my eyes-you will see the darkness
When everything feels right
-It turns to hell-and you can't fight
You're surrounded
By the fire
You would cry out
But you know no one is there-
Look around you
Everyone is perfectly fine
So why are you freaking out
After everything you've been through
-Find a way to hide your true side
Everything is not the same
People change
-You always stay the same
Why are you like this
You're damaged-
Find a way to lose yourself
The grief inside you needs some help
Broken hearts with missing pieces
-Red roses that turned to black
The music of your life is dark
It feels like you took a knife to the heart
Smile and don't be afraid
This is life- and until another day
Keep ahold of yourself
Control your inner feelings-
So at night
You can make the stars in your soul ignite-
Look around you
Everyone is perfectly fine
So why are you freaking out
After everything you've been through
-Find a way to-hide your true side
Everything is not the same
People change
-You always stay the same
Why are you like this
You're damaged-
Walk around-act like everything's normal
Don't make a sound
If you do they'll find out-
Sunday, July 5, 2015
Find The Real Me
Smile-everyone's watching
Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain
Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else
If you look beyond the lights
Will you see the real me-
You need to fight
You need to win
You have to fly
There's no giving in
-Don't give up
You have been through enough
Find a way to stay
You need to find the real me-
Is my disguise too thick
Did you mean to find me-or did it just happen
If you quit-everyone you love would be disappointed
You've come to far to give up
You need to find me through all the lights
But you might give up
My true self is hidden to well
This is my life
A living lie
You need to fight
You need to win
You have to fly
There's no giving in
-Don't give up
You have been through enough
Find a way to stay
You need to find the real me-
I need to fly-
I'm losing myself
The lights are becoming too bright
I can barely stand
Will you see me in time
Will you find me while my life is a lie
-Everyone else thinks I'm ok
Will I keep up the lie or show myself
I know I've been through it all
But it still hurts
The scares you hide
If you look in my eyes
Will you see all of my fears
Will you find a way to save me
You need to fight
You need to win
You have to fly
There's no giving in
-Don't give up
You have been through enough
Find a way to stay
You need to find the real me-
Smile-everyone's watching
Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain
Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else
If you look beyond the lights
Will you see the real me
Thursday, July 2, 2015
Holding On By a Thread
Don't let the darkness in
Life is hell but you can get through this
Just hold on tight
Look the other way
Put that pretty fake smile on your face
Don't lose yourself
You see the light go out
Have faith
You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home
Find yourself and don't let go
You're all you have left
After all the moments that you spent
Pretending to be ok
Close your eyes
I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes
Just please help me
I'm holding on by a thread
I know it's hard to hold on to hope
It lets you down
Turns it around
Till there is nothing left
But you know in your soul you can make it
-You have to trust yourself
Be who you are
You can't pretend anymore
-You're about to explode
The fireworks in your head
Turned into bullets in reality
So look around see if this is really insanity
You're going insane
Everyone is ashamed-of you
You need to fight this
You need to move on
Just don't let go-
You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home
Find yourself and don't let go
You're all you have left
After all the moments that you spent-
Pretending to be ok
Close your eyes
I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes
-Just please help me
I'm holding on by a thread
The clock keeps ticking
Your hands are slipping
You can't go under
But you're getting close
You have to hold on for-at least a second more-
You know you can find the light
Everything you have ever loved
-Was too good to be true
Fake friends
A messed up family
Even the people you trust become phony
It's funny how things can change
Love is there-love is gone
Just a second of embrace
You know you might lose
They have everything on you
But you'll never know
Please just don't let go-
You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home
Find yourself and dont let go
You're all you have left
After all the moments that you spent
Pretending to be ok
Close your eyes
I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes
Just please help me
I'm holding on by a thread
Don't let the darkness in
Life is hell but you can get through this
Just hold on tight
Look the other way
Put that pretty fake smile on your face
Don't lose yourself
You see the light go out
Have faith
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Wasn't Enough
Look around
People are staring at you like you hit the ground
-And you can't walk again
All your dreams are damaged
You need to run away
Find a place that's safer than here
Somewhere you know you won't hear their names
So when the road gets rough
Will you still make it through
Tough times will come
But it helps you appreciate-what you got
-I ran away
I was scared about what everyone thinks
I gave up
But in the end
-Running away wasn't enough
Smiling faces look at me and tell me I'm a waste of space
I don't know what I did wrong-I'm always in a daze
They break you until there's nothing left
Everything they say and do- is because they're trying to get in your head
I know I have to be strong
I know they think that I'm not-enough
I see their faces everyday
Do they even know what they're doing to me
Because every night-I wake up crying knowing my life is a living hell-
So when the road gets rough
Will you still make it through
Tough times will come
But it helps you appreciate-what you got
-I ran away
I was scared about what everyone thinks
I gave up
But in the end
-Running away wasn't enough
I couldn't take it anymore
Went away and slammed the door-
On everything bad
There's no going back
-The people around me don't know about my past
I tried to forget
But I keep remembering all of it
-I didn't fit in
I still need somebody to help me through this
Will I give in
-Think that I'm nothing
Or will I survive
Make it through the night-
So when the road gets rough
Will you still make it through
Tough times will come
But it helps you appreciate-what you got
-I ran away
I was scared about what everyone thinks
I gave up
But in the end
-Running away wasn't enough
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