Sunday, July 19, 2015
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Wild Card
I can't take it anymore
Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door
-You tried to control me
You wouldn't set me free
I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need
I won't be predictable
I won't let you be my puppeteer-
I am my own person
Controlling me-i will make impossible
That's why if you hear about me
They'll call me a wild card
I will hide my true colors
Only show the good ones
I will hit the wall
Do it again
Tell the one that I love
That I'm done with him
I won't be myself
I will change to become crazy
I won't be predictable
I won't let you be my puppeteer-
I am my own person
Controlling me-i will make impossible
That's why if you hear about me
They'll call me a wild card
I will show you what I want you to see
I won't say anything to make you happy
I will do what I want
But you should be careful that I don't go off
I will only protect myself
Even if it makes your life-a living hell
I will do what's best for me
I don't mean to hurt you
But maybe I do
I won't let you be able to know what I'm about to do
I won't be predictable
I won't let you be my puppeteer
I am my own person
Controlling me-i will make impossible
That's why if you hear about me
They'll call me a wild card
I can't take it anymore
Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door
-You tried to control me
You wouldn't set me free
I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need
Sunday, July 12, 2015
Set Me Free
Looking down the street trying to find a voice that can hear me
I need to find a way to let the ones I love see-who I really am
Find another way to express yourself they say
I don't want to be controlled
-Day by day
I search for another choice
But my fate can't be ignored
Where do I need to go
I need to chase my dream
I won't be held back anymore
You try to show me what I want to be
If you see who I truly am
Will you find a way to understand
What I want
What I need-
To be
Please find a way to set me free
The shadows that haunt my future-stay close
I don't have freedom-anymore
I want to go places
But you don't want me to go
But if I stay
I will never be happy-
But if I go
I will finally be free
-But I'll have to say goodbye to the ones I love
Where do I need to go
I need to chase my dream
I won't be held back anymore
You try to show me what I want to be
If you see who I truly am
Will you find a way to understand
What I want
What I need-
To be
Please find a way to set me free
I have cried for so many days
I have tried to find another way
But I can't give up
I know what I want
Will you stay with me
I don't want to leave-but I have to go
There's no going back anymore
I just need someone to see
The smile that it leaves on my face
I don't want to hide my dreams anymore
So when I leave-stay with me
Where do I need to go
I need to chase my dream
I won't be held back anymore
You try to show me what I want to be
If you see who I truly am
Will you find a way to understand
What I want
What I need-
To be
Please find a way to set me free
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
Damaged
Walk around-act like everything's normal
Don't make a sound
If you do they'll find out-
You can't cry
-It only shows you're weak
You're never surprised if something-or someone lets you down
So why can't you let go
Look around you
Everyone is perfectly fine
So why are you freaking out
After everything you've been through
-Find a way to hide your true side
Everything is not the same
People change
-You always stay the same
Why are you like this
You're damaged-
Everyone you cared about is gone
You showed them your heart
-Then everything went wrong
You're shattered into a million pieces
If you look in my eyes-you will see the darkness
When everything feels right
-It turns to hell-and you can't fight
You're surrounded
By the fire
You would cry out
But you know no one is there-
Look around you
Everyone is perfectly fine
So why are you freaking out
After everything you've been through
-Find a way to hide your true side
Everything is not the same
People change
-You always stay the same
Why are you like this
You're damaged-
Find a way to lose yourself
The grief inside you needs some help
Broken hearts with missing pieces
-Red roses that turned to black
The music of your life is dark
It feels like you took a knife to the heart
Smile and don't be afraid
This is life- and until another day
Keep ahold of yourself
Control your inner feelings-
So at night
You can make the stars in your soul ignite-
Look around you
Everyone is perfectly fine
So why are you freaking out
After everything you've been through
-Find a way to-hide your true side
Everything is not the same
People change
-You always stay the same
Why are you like this
You're damaged-
Walk around-act like everything's normal
Don't make a sound
If you do they'll find out-
Sunday, July 5, 2015
Find The Real Me
Smile-everyone's watching
Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain
Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else
If you look beyond the lights
Will you see the real me-
You need to fight
You need to win
You have to fly
There's no giving in
-Don't give up
You have been through enough
Find a way to stay
You need to find the real me-
Is my disguise too thick
Did you mean to find me-or did it just happen
If you quit-everyone you love would be disappointed
You've come to far to give up
You need to find me through all the lights
But you might give up
My true self is hidden to well
This is my life
A living lie
You need to fight
You need to win
You have to fly
There's no giving in
-Don't give up
You have been through enough
Find a way to stay
You need to find the real me-
I need to fly-
I'm losing myself
The lights are becoming too bright
I can barely stand
Will you see me in time
Will you find me while my life is a lie
-Everyone else thinks I'm ok
Will I keep up the lie or show myself
I know I've been through it all
But it still hurts
The scares you hide
If you look in my eyes
Will you see all of my fears
Will you find a way to save me
You need to fight
You need to win
You have to fly
There's no giving in
-Don't give up
You have been through enough
Find a way to stay
You need to find the real me-
Smile-everyone's watching
Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain
Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else
If you look beyond the lights
Will you see the real me
Thursday, July 2, 2015
Holding On By a Thread
Don't let the darkness in
Life is hell but you can get through this
Just hold on tight
Look the other way
Put that pretty fake smile on your face
Don't lose yourself
You see the light go out
Have faith
You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home
Find yourself and don't let go
You're all you have left
After all the moments that you spent
Pretending to be ok
Close your eyes
I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes
Just please help me
I'm holding on by a thread
I know it's hard to hold on to hope
It lets you down
Turns it around
Till there is nothing left
But you know in your soul you can make it
-You have to trust yourself
Be who you are
You can't pretend anymore
-You're about to explode
The fireworks in your head
Turned into bullets in reality
So look around see if this is really insanity
You're going insane
Everyone is ashamed-of you
You need to fight this
You need to move on
Just don't let go-
You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home
Find yourself and don't let go
You're all you have left
After all the moments that you spent-
Pretending to be ok
Close your eyes
I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes
-Just please help me
I'm holding on by a thread
The clock keeps ticking
Your hands are slipping
You can't go under
But you're getting close
You have to hold on for-at least a second more-
You know you can find the light
Everything you have ever loved
-Was too good to be true
Fake friends
A messed up family
Even the people you trust become phony
It's funny how things can change
Love is there-love is gone
Just a second of embrace
You know you might lose
They have everything on you
But you'll never know
Please just don't let go-
You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home
Find yourself and dont let go
You're all you have left
After all the moments that you spent
Pretending to be ok
Close your eyes
I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes
Just please help me
I'm holding on by a thread
Don't let the darkness in
Life is hell but you can get through this
Just hold on tight
Look the other way
Put that pretty fake smile on your face
Don't lose yourself
You see the light go out
Have faith
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Wasn't Enough
Look around
People are staring at you like you hit the ground
-And you can't walk again
All your dreams are damaged
You need to run away
Find a place that's safer than here
Somewhere you know you won't hear their names
So when the road gets rough
Will you still make it through
Tough times will come
But it helps you appreciate-what you got
-I ran away
I was scared about what everyone thinks
I gave up
But in the end
-Running away wasn't enough
Smiling faces look at me and tell me I'm a waste of space
I don't know what I did wrong-I'm always in a daze
They break you until there's nothing left
Everything they say and do- is because they're trying to get in your head
I know I have to be strong
I know they think that I'm not-enough
I see their faces everyday
Do they even know what they're doing to me
Because every night-I wake up crying knowing my life is a living hell-
So when the road gets rough
Will you still make it through
Tough times will come
But it helps you appreciate-what you got
-I ran away
I was scared about what everyone thinks
I gave up
But in the end
-Running away wasn't enough
I couldn't take it anymore
Went away and slammed the door-
On everything bad
There's no going back
-The people around me don't know about my past
I tried to forget
But I keep remembering all of it
-I didn't fit in
I still need somebody to help me through this
Will I give in
-Think that I'm nothing
Or will I survive
Make it through the night-
So when the road gets rough
Will you still make it through
Tough times will come
But it helps you appreciate-what you got
-I ran away
I was scared about what everyone thinks
I gave up
But in the end
-Running away wasn't enough
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
The fight isn't over now
It is when you fall to the floor
When you realize that the fight isn't over
-It is when they frown that you realize
They don't like you getting knocked down
And when you cry-they look away
So now you're wondering
If this is goodbye-or if they're going to stay...
You're fighting the only person you have ever loved
And he's starting to believe that he never got back up
You both fall to the ground
But the fight isn't over now
You stare at each other from across the room
You remember every kiss- and every moment you spent
You want it to be over
But you can't help but fall-again
Everyone says you're both meant to be
You think they're exaggerating-what used to be
You don't want to fall-but you can't help
-But stumble to the ground
You're fighting the only person you have ever loved
And he's starting to believe that he never got back up
You both fall to the ground
But the fight isn't over now
You wish the universe would make it stop-
You thought loving him was against it all
He broke your heart
Tore it apart
You are the innocent girl
Who shouldn't have fell-right from the start
So why are you falling again
You need to pick yourself back up-and walk off
You need to find someone else- but you've been fighting for so long
That you don't know what you're running from
Because now you're wondering if he's the only one-
You will ever love
You're fighting the only person you have ever loved
And he's starting to believe that he never got back up
You both fall to the ground
But the fight isn't over now
It is when you fall to the floor
When you realize that the fight isn't over
-It is when they frown that you realize
They don't like you getting knocked down
And when you cry-they look away
So now you're wondering
If this is goodbye-or if they're going to stay...
Sunday, June 21, 2015
You saved me
You're lips connected with mine
Time stopped and I replay it in my mind
Timed moved too fast
You cast a spell
Please can you do it again
Too bad it was all a dream
I wrapped my hands around you
We talked and kissed like it was only us two
The two of us-
feels like we're meant to be
It ended too fast
Baby you saved me
You found my heart with those dark brown eyes
They search into my soul till the end of time
Your presence makes me nervous and thrilled
We talk about life
and you make me ill
-You're my medication
So baby let me take you
I wrapped my hands around you
We talked and kissed like it was only us two
The two of us-
feels like we're meant to be
It ended too fast
Baby you saved me
When I cry- you comfort me
When I went up and leave- you were beside me
When I thought I wasn't good enough
You changed my mind
Oh baby please-don't stop
I wish this was my- reality
Oh baby why can't you see
I really care about
you
And this dream shows me how much I really do
Do you dream about me too
Because when we kissed it felt like-
Only us two
I wrapped my hands around you
We talked and kissed like it was only us two
The two of us-
feels like we're meant to be
It ended too fast
Baby you saved me
You're lips connected with mine
Time stopped and I replay it in my mind
Timed moved too fast
You cast a spell
Please can you do it again
Too bad it was all a dream
Thursday, June 18, 2015
The Spark Ignites
I've been waiting
For too long
All I want is you
Can we just stop
All the acting like we're just friends
I want you
I won't play pretend
Because tonight
Everything's going to change
Because tonight the whole world is going to stop
And say
Our names
You are the one
The one and only
One I want
So it's about time-that
The spark ignites
Our love is a slow burn
Can we add to the fire
I want you faster
I need you by my side
I know we started out as friends
But baby lets be honest
We both want more
Can we just stop the waiting
Because that slow burn
Is about to explode
Because tonight
Everything's going to change
Because tonight the whole world is going to stop
And say
Our names
You are the one
The one and only
One I want
So it's about time-that
The spark ignites
We started the fire before we knew what was going to happen
We fell in the water
And drowned in each other
We caved in
At the first thought of us
We both know now
That we are
Meant to be
So please baby
Don't make it stop-
You are the fire
And I'm the gasoline
Because tonight
Everything's going to change
Because tonight the whole world is going to stop
And say
Our names
You are the one
The one and only
One I want
So it's about time-that
The spark ignites
I've been waiting
For too long
All I want is you
Can we just stop
All the acting like we're just friends
I want you
I won't play pretend
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Stuck
The streetlight turns to green
I'm not ready
I have waited for this day for so long
Now it's here and I want to stop
All I've ever wanted was to be free
On my own
All I've ever needed was myself
But am I enough
I need to make a decision
that will change my life
Too many decisions in my past
have made me become blind
To what I need
Too many people in my past haven't let me free
Do I want to go
Am I free
Cuz now I'm believing
That I am stuck
I have tried to forget
The consequences
I have only tried to remember
The good that comes from it
To move away
From everyone you love
To look the danger of it in the face
and say-I've had enough
I need to make a decision
that will change my life
Too many decisions in my past
have made me become blind
To what I need
Too many people in my past haven't let me free
Do I want to go
Am I free
Cuz now I'm believing
That I am stuck
Do I really want to leave it all behind
To change my future by letting go
Or staying with the past-not the unknown
Do I need to stay here for me
It's a living hell-
What's under my feet
Why can't I just find the truth
What do I want
What do I need
I hate this decision
Somebody help me
I need to make a decision
that will change my life
Too many decisions in my past
have made me become blind
To what I need
Too many people in my past haven't let me free
Do I want to go
Am I free
Cuz now I'm believing
That I am stuck
The streetlight turns to green
I'm not ready
I have waited for this day for so long
Now it's here and I want to stop
All I've ever wanted was to be free
On my own
All I've ever needed was myself
But am I enough
Sunday, June 14, 2015
He Decides If You Stay Or Go
I'm in too deep
The water consumes me
I take my last breath
Our future is in his hands
I couldn't make it up to you
The things I've said
The things I've done
To you
I made a mistake
All I want is for you to forgive me
So when the water
Goes over your head
Will you survive
Or take your last breath
You have to make a decision
Whether to fight or leave forever
You can't have it both
He decides if you stay or go
Everyone is waiting to see
If you two makeup
Or breakup
You lied
You cheated
You were the one that messed up
You are the enemy
The one everyone's hating on
But you want to fight
You know you could survive
Just take a chance
So when the water
Goes over your head
Will you survive
Or take your last breath
You have to make a decision
Whether to fight or leave forever
You can't have it both
He decides if you stay or go
He yells and screams at you
You cry into your own arms
You did this to yourself
This is your own fault
You know you're a failure
A mistake
You just want to hold him
Make it ok
So when the water
Goes over your head
Will you survive
Or take your last breath
You have to make a decision
Whether to fight or leave forever
You can't have it both
He decides if you stay or go
I'm in too deep
The water consumes me
I take my last breath
Our future is in his hands
I couldn't make it up to you
The things I've said
The things I've done
To you
I made a mistake
All I want is for you to forgive me
Believe In Me
I try to find my way back home
The screams and the shouts made me run out of the door
He is the enemy
The only one who will ruin my destiny
I know I'll succeed
He's the only one stopping my from my dreams
I will survive
I can't cry
My future-
is in my own hands
The present-
he thinks is in his
But I will change myself
I will be brave and take his insults
I can do this
I just need someone in this world to
Believe in me
I know times are tough
But he makes it even more rough
He throws me down
He makes my bones shatter on the ground
He has his good days
But the bad outweigh the good
I do what he says
I just can't wait to get out of here
My future-
is in my own hands
The present-
he thinks is in his
But I will change myself
I will be brave and take his insults
I can do this
I just need someone in this world to
Believe in me
I can be more than he thinks
He will know I am the best in every way
He might not see it now
But soon I will stand up and walk out
I won't take it all
Someday I might just run off
Find another place to call home
He might not like it but I'll take it
all the insults
all the screams and cries
He will be sorry one day
I will forgive him but today
I feel I need to follow my dreams
My future-
is in my own hands
The present-
he thinks is in his
But I will change myself
I will be brave and take his insults
I can do this
I just need someone in this world to
Believe in me
I try to find my way back home
The screams and the shouts made me run right out of the door
He is the enemy
The only one who will ruin my destiny
I know I'll succeed
He's the only one stopping my from my dreams
I will survive
I can't cry
Nothing Left For You To Hold
You spread your wings
But you're still falling down
No one can see you up in the clouds
You wait for the pain that is soon to come
But you don't feel a thing when you hit the ground
Someone races forward trying to help you up
Before they get to you, you fall apart
Piece by piece
ashes on the ground
You're falling apart
No one can help you now
Will you ever love again
Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss
Cuz you know that forever doesn't last
You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold
You stare at the sky hoping you will get back up
You stare at the ashes of everyone that you have ever loved
Piece by piece everything comes together
But will you fall apart again
Will you ever love again
Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss
Cuz you know that forever doesn't last
You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold
You have waited so long for someone to save you
Now you wish the ones you loved-have never reached you
When they find you they disappear
You're left alone-once again
Sometimes you hope you're left alone
That no one cares for you
They are safe if you go away
If you disappear they will be ok
Will you ever love again
Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss
Cuz you know that forever doesn't last
You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold
You spread your wings
But you're still falling down
No one can see you up in the clouds
You wait for the pain that is soon to come
But you don't feel a thing when you hit the ground
Someone races forward trying to help you up
Before they get to you, you fall apart
Piece by piece
ashes on the ground
You're falling apart
No one can help you now
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