Sunday, July 19, 2015

Stay Another Night

Finding my way through the darkness

Trying to locate the shining light every other day

The meadows-that I used to know

Caught in flames

-But they keep me warm

And I guess I got stuck

I fell in love-

 

You run away-because you're scared

You say you will never hold my hand

The next day-you change you're mind

You go back and forth each time

But until tomorrow can you stay right here

Look in my eyes

Hold my hand

You're the light that guides my soul

You light me up

Keep me warm

Baby can you stay another night

 

Your craziness is annoying-but addicting

Then you hold me in your arms-get me through it all

You kiss me oh so sweet

Then you turn your back on me
Baby your love finds a way to make me stay

When we fell in love that sweet summer day

You looked in my eyes

Told me you would never leave

I guess I still believe

But every time you go

I know you'll come back for me-

 

You run away-because you're scared

You say you will never hold my hand

The next day-you change you're mind

You go back and forth each time

But until tomorrow can you stay right here

Look in my eyes

Hold my hand

You're the light that guides my soul

You light me up

Keep me warm

Baby can you stay another night

 

You are the fire that wakes me up-drowning

My oxygen

Everything around me

We go different ways but we always stay

One day you love me-but the next day you don't care about me

Looking into your eyes I know you care

Everyday I tell you I am not going anywhere

You are scared out of your mind

I am the first and last love you will ever find

I know it's crazy to stay like this

But you're the craving I have to get

You are the one

The one and only

Person I love

-Just tell me I'm enough

 

You run away-because you're scared

You say you will never hold my hand

The next day-you change you're mind

You go back and forth each time

But until tomorrow can you stay right here

Look in my eyes

Hold my hand

You're the light that guides my soul

You light me up

Keep me warm

Baby can you stay another night

 

Finding my way through the darkness

Trying to locate the shining light every other day

The meadows-that I used to know

Caught in flames

-But they keep me warm

And I guess I got stuck

I fell in love-

 
 
 
 

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Wild Card

I can't take it anymore

Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door

-You tried to control me

You wouldn't set me free

I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need

 

I won't be predictable

I won't let you be my puppeteer-

I am my own person

Controlling me-i will make impossible 

That's why if you hear about me

They'll call me a wild card

 

I will hide my true colors

Only show the good ones

I will hit the wall

Do it again

Tell the one that I love 

That I'm done with him

I won't be myself 

I will change to become crazy

 

I won't be predictable

I won't let you be my puppeteer-

I am my own person

Controlling me-i will make impossible 

That's why if you hear about me

They'll call me a wild card

 

I will show you what I want you to see

I won't say anything to make you happy

I will do what I want

But you should be careful that I don't go off

I will only protect myself

Even if it makes your life-a living hell

I will do what's best for me

I don't mean to hurt you 

But maybe I do 

I won't let you be able to know what I'm about to do

 

I won't be predictable

I won't let you be my puppeteer 

I am my own person

Controlling me-i will make impossible 

That's why if you hear about me

They'll call me a wild card

I can't take it anymore

Going to get a one way ticket and slam the door

-You tried to control me

You wouldn't set me free

I need to find somebody to help me see what I truley need

 

 


Sunday, July 12, 2015

Set Me Free

Looking down the street trying to find a voice that can hear me

I need to find a way to let the ones I love see-who I really am

Find another way to express yourself they say

I don't want to be controlled

-Day by day

I search for another choice

But my fate can't be ignored

 

Where do I need to go

I need to chase my dream

I won't be held back anymore

You try to show me what I want to be

If you see who I truly am

Will you find a way to understand

What I want

What I need-

To be

Please find a way to set me free

 

The shadows that haunt my future-stay close

I don't have freedom-anymore

I want to go places

But you don't want me to go

But if I stay

I will never be happy-

But if I go

I will finally be free

-But I'll have to say goodbye to the ones I love

 

Where do I need to go

I need to chase my dream

I won't be held back anymore

You try to show me what I want to be

If you see who I truly am

Will you find a way to understand

What I want

What I need-

To be

Please find a way to set me free

 

I have cried for so many days

I have tried to find another way

But I can't give up

I know what I want

Will you stay with me

I don't want to leave-but I have to go

There's no going back anymore

I just need someone to see

The smile that it leaves on my face

I don't want to hide my dreams anymore

So when I leave-stay with me

 

Where do I need to go

I need to chase my dream

I won't be held back anymore

You try to show me what I want to be

If you see who I truly am

Will you find a way to understand

What I want

What I need-

To be

Please find a way to set me free

 


 

 

 

 

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Damaged

Walk around-act like everything's normal

Don't make a sound

If you do they'll find out-

You can't cry

-It only shows you're weak

You're never surprised if something-or someone lets you down

So why can't you let go


Look around you

Everyone is perfectly fine

So why are you freaking out

After everything you've been through

-Find a way to hide your true side

Everything is not the same

People change

-You always stay the same

Why are you like this

You're damaged-

 

Everyone you cared about is gone

You showed them your heart

-Then everything went wrong

You're shattered into a million pieces

If you look in my eyes-you will see the darkness

When everything feels right

-It turns to hell-and you can't fight

You're surrounded

By the fire

You would cry out

But you know no one is there-

 

Look around you

Everyone is perfectly fine

So why are you freaking out

After everything you've been through

-Find a way to hide your true side

Everything is not the same

People change

-You always stay the same

Why are you like this

You're damaged-

 

Find a way to lose yourself

The grief inside you needs some help

Broken hearts with missing pieces

-Red roses that turned to black

The music of your life is dark

It feels like you took a knife to the heart

Smile and don't be afraid

This is life- and until another day

Keep ahold of yourself

Control your inner feelings-

So at night

You can make the stars in your soul ignite-

 

Look around you

Everyone is perfectly fine

So why are you freaking out

After everything you've been through

-Find a way to-hide your true side

Everything is not the same

People change

-You always stay the same

Why are you like this

You're damaged-

 

Walk around-act like everything's normal

Don't make a sound

If you do they'll find out-

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, July 5, 2015

Find The Real Me

Smile-everyone's watching

Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain 

Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else

If you look beyond the lights

Will you see the real me-

 

You need to fight 

You need to win

You have to fly

There's no giving in

-Don't give up

You have been through enough

Find a way to stay

You need to find the real me-

 

Is my disguise too thick

Did you mean to find me-or did it just happen

If you quit-everyone you love would be disappointed 

You've come to far to give up

You need to find me through all the lights

But you might give up

My true self is hidden to well

This is my life 

A living lie

 

You need to fight 

You need to win

You have to fly

There's no giving in

-Don't give up

You have been through enough

Find a way to stay

You need to find the real me-

 

I need to fly-

I'm losing myself

The lights are becoming too bright

I can barely stand

Will you see me in time

Will you find me while my life is a lie

-Everyone else thinks I'm ok

Will I keep up the lie or show myself

I know I've been through it all

But it still hurts 

The scares you hide

If you look in my eyes 

Will you see all of my fears

Will you find a way to save me

 

You need to fight 

You need to win

You have to fly

There's no giving in

-Don't give up

You have been through enough

Find a way to stay

You need to find the real me-


Smile-everyone's watching

Don't look back-you'll seem uncertain 

Find a way to keep yourself-hold on tight you don't need anyone else

If you look beyond the lights

Will you see the real me

 









Thursday, July 2, 2015

Holding On By a Thread

Don't let the darkness in

Life is hell but you can get through this

Just hold on tight

Look the other way

Put that pretty fake smile on your face

Don't lose yourself

You see the light go out

Have faith


You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home

Find yourself and don't let go

You're all you have left

After all the moments that you spent

Pretending to be ok

Close your eyes

I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes

Just please help me

I'm holding on by a thread

 

I know it's hard to hold on to hope

It lets you down

Turns it around

Till there is nothing left

But you know in your soul you can make it

-You have to trust yourself

Be who you are

You can't pretend anymore

-You're about to explode

The fireworks in your head

Turned into bullets in reality

So look around see if this is really insanity

You're going insane

Everyone is ashamed-of you

You need to fight this

You need to move on

Just don't let go-

 

You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home

Find yourself and don't let go

You're all you have left

After all the moments that you spent-

Pretending to be ok

Close your eyes

I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes

-Just please help me

I'm holding on by a thread

 

The clock keeps ticking

Your hands are slipping

You can't go under

But you're getting close

You have to hold on for-at least a second more-

You know you can find the light

Everything you have ever loved

-Was too good to be true

Fake friends

A messed up family

Even the people you trust become phony

It's funny how things can change

Love is there-love is gone

Just a second of embrace

You know you might lose

They have everything on you

But you'll never know

Please just don't let go-

 

You're in the car and you have been crying the whole ride home

Find yourself and dont let go

You're all you have left

After all the moments that you spent

Pretending to be ok

Close your eyes

I don't want to see the light go out of your eyes

Just please help me

I'm holding on by a thread

 

Don't let the darkness in

Life is hell but you can get through this

Just hold on tight

Look the other way

Put that pretty fake smile on your face

Don't lose yourself

You see the light go out

Have faith

 

 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Wasn't Enough

Look around

People are staring at you like you hit the ground

-And you can't walk again

All your dreams are damaged

You need to run away

Find a place that's safer than here

Somewhere you know you won't hear their names


So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

Smiling faces look at me and tell me I'm a waste of space

I don't know what I did wrong-I'm always in a daze

They break you until there's nothing left

Everything they say and do- is because they're trying to get in your head

I know I have to be strong

I know they think that I'm not-enough

I see their faces everyday

Do they even know what they're doing to me

Because every night-I wake up crying knowing my life is a living hell-

 

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

I couldn't take it anymore

Went away and slammed the door-

On everything bad

There's no going back

-The people around me don't know about my past

I tried to forget

But I keep remembering all of it

-I didn't fit in

I still need somebody to help me through this

Will I give in

-Think that I'm nothing

Or will I survive

Make it through the night-

 

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

 

 

 

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

The fight isn't over now

It is when you fall to the floor

When you realize that the fight isn't over

-It is when they frown that you realize

They don't like you getting knocked down

And when you cry-they look away

So now you're wondering

If this is goodbye-or if they're going to stay...

 

You're fighting the only person you have ever loved

And he's starting to believe that he never got back up

You both fall to the ground

But the fight isn't over now

 

You stare at each other from across the room

You remember every kiss- and every moment you spent

You want it to be over

But you can't help but fall-again

Everyone says you're both meant to be

You think they're exaggerating-what used to be

You don't want to fall-but you can't help

-But stumble to the ground 

 

You're fighting the only person you have ever loved

And he's starting to believe that he never got back up

You both fall to the ground

But the fight isn't over now

 

You wish the universe would make it stop-

You thought loving him was against it all

He broke your heart

Tore it apart

You are the innocent girl

Who shouldn't have fell-right from the start

So why are you falling again

You need to pick yourself back up-and walk off

You need to find someone else- but you've been fighting for so long

That you don't know what you're running from

Because now you're wondering if he's the only one-

You will ever love

 

You're fighting the only person you have ever loved

And he's starting to believe that he never got back up

You both fall to the ground

But the fight isn't over now

 

It is when you fall to the floor

When you realize that the fight isn't over

-It is when they frown that you realize

They don't like you getting knocked down

And when you cry-they look away

So now you're wondering

If this is goodbye-or if they're going to stay...

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, June 21, 2015

You saved me

You're lips connected with mine

Time stopped and I replay it in my mind

Timed moved too fast

You cast a spell

Please can you do it again

Too bad it was all a dream

 

I wrapped my hands around you

We talked and kissed like it was only us two

The two of us-

feels like we're meant to be

It ended too fast

Baby you saved me

 

You found my heart with those dark brown eyes

They search into my soul till the end of time

Your presence makes me nervous and thrilled

We talk about life

and you make me ill

-You're my medication

So baby let me take you

 

I wrapped my hands around you

We talked and kissed like it was only us two

The two of us-

feels like we're meant to be

It ended too fast

Baby you saved me

 

When I cry- you comfort me

When I went up and leave- you were beside me

When I thought I wasn't good enough

You changed my mind

Oh baby please-don't stop

I wish this was my- reality

Oh baby why can't you see

I really care about

you

And this dream shows me how much I really do

Do you dream about me too

Because when we kissed it felt like-

Only us two

 

I wrapped my hands around you

We talked and kissed like it was only us two

The two of us-

feels like we're meant to be

It ended too fast

Baby you saved me

 

You're lips connected with mine

Time stopped and I replay it in my mind

Timed moved too fast

You cast a spell

Please can you do it again

Too bad it was all a dream

Thursday, June 18, 2015

The Spark Ignites

 

I've been waiting

For too long

All I want is you

Can we just stop

All the acting like we're just friends

I want you

I won't play pretend

 

Because tonight

Everything's going to change

Because tonight the whole world is going to stop

And say

Our names

You are the one

The one and only

One I want

So it's about time-that

The spark ignites

 

Our love is a slow burn

Can we add to the fire

I want you faster

I need you by my side

I know we started out as friends

But baby lets be honest

We both want more

Can we just stop the waiting

Because that slow burn

Is about to explode

 

Because tonight

Everything's going to change

Because tonight the whole world is going to stop

And say

Our names

You are the one

The one and only

One I want

So it's about time-that

The spark ignites

 

We started the fire before we knew what was going to happen

We fell in the water

And drowned in each other

We caved in

At the first thought of us

We both know now

That we are

Meant to be

So please baby

Don't make it stop-

You are the fire

And I'm the gasoline

 

Because tonight

Everything's going to change

Because tonight the whole world is going to stop

And say

Our names

You are the one

The one and only

One I want

So it's about time-that

The spark ignites

 

I've been waiting

For too long

All I want is you

Can we just stop

All the acting like we're just friends

I want you

I won't play pretend

 

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Stuck

The streetlight turns to green

I'm not ready

I have waited for this day for so long

Now it's here and I want to stop

All I've ever wanted was to be free

On my own

All I've ever needed was myself

But am I enough

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

I have tried to forget

The consequences

I have only tried to remember

The good that comes from it

To move away

From everyone you love

To look the danger of it in the face

and say-I've had enough

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

Do I really want to leave it all behind

To change my future by letting go

Or staying with the past-not the unknown

Do I need to stay here for me

It's a living hell-

What's under my feet

Why can't I just find the truth

What do I want

What do I need

I hate this decision

Somebody help me

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

The streetlight turns to green

I'm not ready

I have waited for this day for so long

Now it's here and I want to stop

All I've ever wanted was to be free

On my own

All I've ever needed was myself

But am I enough

Sunday, June 14, 2015

He Decides If You Stay Or Go

I'm in too deep

The water consumes me

I take my last breath

Our future is in his hands

I couldn't make it up to you

The things I've said

The things I've done

To you

I made a mistake

All I want is for you to forgive me

 

So when the water

Goes over your head

Will you survive

Or take your last breath

You have to make a decision

Whether to fight or leave forever

You can't have it both

He decides if you stay or go

 

Everyone is waiting to see

If you two makeup

Or breakup

You lied

You cheated

You were the one that messed up

You are the enemy

The one everyone's hating on

But you want to fight

You know you could survive

Just take a chance

 

So when the water

Goes over your head

Will you survive

Or take your last breath

You have to make a decision

Whether to fight or leave forever

You can't have it both

He decides if you stay or go

 

He yells and screams at you

You cry into your own arms

You did this to yourself

This is your own fault

You know you're a failure

A mistake

You just want to hold him

Make it ok



So when the water

Goes over your head

Will you survive

Or take your last breath

You have to make a decision

Whether to fight or leave forever

You can't have it both

He decides if you stay or go



I'm in too deep

The water consumes me

I take my last breath

Our future is in his hands

I couldn't make it up to you

The things I've said

The things I've done

To you

I made a mistake

All I want is for you to forgive me

Believe In Me

I try to find my way back home

The screams and the shouts made me run out of the door

He is the enemy

The only one who will ruin my destiny

I know I'll succeed

He's the only one stopping my from my dreams

I will survive

I can't cry

 

My future-

is in my own hands

The present-

he thinks is in his

But I will change myself

I will be brave and take his insults

I can do this

I just need someone in this world to

Believe in me

 

I know times are tough

But he makes it even more rough

He throws me down

He makes my bones shatter on the ground

He has his good days

But the bad outweigh the good

I do what he says

I just can't wait to get out of here

 

My future-

is in my own hands

The present-

he thinks is in his

But I will change myself

I will be brave and take his insults

I can do this

I just need someone in this world to

Believe in me

 

I can be more than he thinks

He will know I am the best in every way

He might not see it now

But soon I will stand up and walk out

I won't take it all

Someday I might just run off

Find another place to call home

He might not like it but I'll take it

all the insults

all the screams and cries

He will be sorry one day

I will forgive him but today

I feel I need to follow my dreams

 

My future-

is in my own hands

The present-

he thinks is in his

But I will change myself

I will be brave and take his insults

I can do this

I just need someone in this world to

Believe in me

 

I try to find my way back home

The screams and the shouts made me run right out of the door

He is the enemy

The only one who will ruin my destiny

I know I'll succeed

He's the only one stopping my from my dreams

I will survive

I can't cry

 

 

 

Nothing Left For You To Hold

 

You spread your wings

But you're still falling down

No one can see you up in the clouds

You wait for the pain that is soon to come

But you don't feel a thing when you hit the ground

Someone races forward trying to help you up

Before they get to you, you fall apart

Piece by piece

ashes on the ground

You're falling apart

No one can help you now

 

Will you ever love again

Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss

Cuz you know that forever doesn't last

You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold

 

You stare at the sky hoping you will get back up

You stare at the ashes of everyone that you have ever loved

Piece by piece everything comes together

But will you fall apart again

 

Will you ever love again

Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss

Cuz you know that forever doesn't last

You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold

 

You have waited so long for someone to save you

Now you wish the ones you loved-have never reached you

When they find you they disappear

You're left alone-once again

Sometimes you hope you're left alone

That no one cares for you

They are safe if you go away

If you disappear they will be ok

 

Will you ever love again

Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss

Cuz you know that forever doesn't last

You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold

 

You spread your wings

But you're still falling down

No one can see you up in the clouds

You wait for the pain that is soon to come

But you don't feel a thing when you hit the ground

Someone races forward trying to help you up

Before they get to you, you fall apart

Piece by piece

ashes on the ground

You're falling apart

No one can help you now