Stuck

The streetlight turns to green

I'm not ready

I have waited for this day for so long

Now it's here and I want to stop

All I've ever wanted was to be free

On my own

All I've ever needed was myself

But am I enough

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

I have tried to forget

The consequences

I have only tried to remember

The good that comes from it

To move away

From everyone you love

To look the danger of it in the face

and say-I've had enough

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

Do I really want to leave it all behind

To change my future by letting go

Or staying with the past-not the unknown

Do I need to stay here for me

It's a living hell-

What's under my feet

Why can't I just find the truth

What do I want

What do I need

I hate this decision

Somebody help me

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

The streetlight turns to green

I'm not ready

I have waited for this day for so long

Now it's here and I want to stop

All I've ever wanted was to be free

On my own

All I've ever needed was myself

But am I enough