Wasn't Enough

Look around

People are staring at you like you hit the ground

-And you can't walk again

All your dreams are damaged

You need to run away

Find a place that's safer than here

Somewhere you know you won't hear their names

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

Smiling faces look at me and tell me I'm a waste of space

I don't know what I did wrong-I'm always in a daze

They break you until there's nothing left

Everything they say and do- is because they're trying to get in your head

I know I have to be strong

I know they think that I'm not-enough

I see their faces everyday

Do they even know what they're doing to me

Because every night-I wake up crying knowing my life is a living hell-

 

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

I couldn't take it anymore

Went away and slammed the door-

On everything bad

There's no going back

-The people around me don't know about my past

I tried to forget

But I keep remembering all of it

-I didn't fit in

I still need somebody to help me through this

Will I give in

-Think that I'm nothing

Or will I survive

Make it through the night-

 

So when the road gets rough

Will you still make it through

Tough times will come

But it helps you appreciate-what you got

-I ran away

I was scared about what everyone thinks

I gave up

But in the end

-Running away wasn't enough

 

 

 

 

The fight isn't over now

It is when you fall to the floor

When you realize that the fight isn't over

-It is when they frown that you realize

They don't like you getting knocked down

And when you cry-they look away

So now you're wondering

If this is goodbye-or if they're going to stay...

 

You're fighting the only person you have ever loved

And he's starting to believe that he never got back up

You both fall to the ground

But the fight isn't over now

 

You stare at each other from across the room

You remember every kiss- and every moment you spent

You want it to be over

But you can't help but fall-again

Everyone says you're both meant to be

You think they're exaggerating-what used to be

You don't want to fall-but you can't help

-But stumble to the ground 

 

You're fighting the only person you have ever loved

And he's starting to believe that he never got back up

You both fall to the ground

But the fight isn't over now

 

You wish the universe would make it stop-

You thought loving him was against it all

He broke your heart

Tore it apart

You are the innocent girl

Who shouldn't have fell-right from the start

So why are you falling again

You need to pick yourself back up-and walk off

You need to find someone else- but you've been fighting for so long

That you don't know what you're running from

Because now you're wondering if he's the only one-

You will ever love

 

You're fighting the only person you have ever loved

And he's starting to believe that he never got back up

You both fall to the ground

But the fight isn't over now

 

It is when you fall to the floor

When you realize that the fight isn't over

-It is when they frown that you realize

They don't like you getting knocked down

And when you cry-they look away

So now you're wondering

If this is goodbye-or if they're going to stay...

 

 

 

 

 

You saved me

You're lips connected with mine

Time stopped and I replay it in my mind

Timed moved too fast

You cast a spell

Please can you do it again

Too bad it was all a dream

 

I wrapped my hands around you

We talked and kissed like it was only us two

The two of us-

feels like we're meant to be

It ended too fast

Baby you saved me

 

You found my heart with those dark brown eyes

They search into my soul till the end of time

Your presence makes me nervous and thrilled

We talk about life

and you make me ill

-You're my medication

So baby let me take you

 

I wrapped my hands around you

We talked and kissed like it was only us two

The two of us-

feels like we're meant to be

It ended too fast

Baby you saved me

 

When I cry- you comfort me

When I went up and leave- you were beside me

When I thought I wasn't good enough

You changed my mind

Oh baby please-don't stop

I wish this was my- reality

Oh baby why can't you see

I really care about

you

And this dream shows me how much I really do

Do you dream about me too

Because when we kissed it felt like-

Only us two

 

I wrapped my hands around you

We talked and kissed like it was only us two

The two of us-

feels like we're meant to be

It ended too fast

Baby you saved me

 

You're lips connected with mine

Time stopped and I replay it in my mind

Timed moved too fast

You cast a spell

Please can you do it again

Too bad it was all a dream

The Spark Ignites

 

I've been waiting

For too long

All I want is you

Can we just stop

All the acting like we're just friends

I want you

I won't play pretend

 

Because tonight

Everything's going to change

Because tonight the whole world is going to stop

And say

Our names

You are the one

The one and only

One I want

So it's about time-that

The spark ignites

 

Our love is a slow burn

Can we add to the fire

I want you faster

I need you by my side

I know we started out as friends

But baby lets be honest

We both want more

Can we just stop the waiting

Because that slow burn

Is about to explode

 

Because tonight

Everything's going to change

Because tonight the whole world is going to stop

And say

Our names

You are the one

The one and only

One I want

So it's about time-that

The spark ignites

 

We started the fire before we knew what was going to happen

We fell in the water

And drowned in each other

We caved in

At the first thought of us

We both know now

That we are

Meant to be

So please baby

Don't make it stop-

You are the fire

And I'm the gasoline

 

Because tonight

Everything's going to change

Because tonight the whole world is going to stop

And say

Our names

You are the one

The one and only

One I want

So it's about time-that

The spark ignites

 

I've been waiting

For too long

All I want is you

Can we just stop

All the acting like we're just friends

I want you

I won't play pretend

 

Stuck

The streetlight turns to green

I'm not ready

I have waited for this day for so long

Now it's here and I want to stop

All I've ever wanted was to be free

On my own

All I've ever needed was myself

But am I enough

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

I have tried to forget

The consequences

I have only tried to remember

The good that comes from it

To move away

From everyone you love

To look the danger of it in the face

and say-I've had enough

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

Do I really want to leave it all behind

To change my future by letting go

Or staying with the past-not the unknown

Do I need to stay here for me

It's a living hell-

What's under my feet

Why can't I just find the truth

What do I want

What do I need

I hate this decision

Somebody help me

 

I need to make a decision

that will change my life

Too many decisions in my past

have made me become blind

To what I need

Too many people in my past haven't let me free

Do I want to go

Am I free

Cuz now I'm believing

That I am stuck

 

The streetlight turns to green

I'm not ready

I have waited for this day for so long

Now it's here and I want to stop

All I've ever wanted was to be free

On my own

All I've ever needed was myself

But am I enough

He Decides If You Stay Or Go

I'm in too deep

The water consumes me

I take my last breath

Our future is in his hands

I couldn't make it up to you

The things I've said

The things I've done

To you

I made a mistake

All I want is for you to forgive me

 

So when the water

Goes over your head

Will you survive

Or take your last breath

You have to make a decision

Whether to fight or leave forever

You can't have it both

He decides if you stay or go

 

Everyone is waiting to see

If you two makeup

Or breakup

You lied

You cheated

You were the one that messed up

You are the enemy

The one everyone's hating on

But you want to fight

You know you could survive

Just take a chance

 

So when the water

Goes over your head

Will you survive

Or take your last breath

You have to make a decision

Whether to fight or leave forever

You can't have it both

He decides if you stay or go

 

He yells and screams at you

You cry into your own arms

You did this to yourself

This is your own fault

You know you're a failure

A mistake

You just want to hold him

Make it ok



So when the water

Goes over your head

Will you survive

Or take your last breath

You have to make a decision

Whether to fight or leave forever

You can't have it both

He decides if you stay or go



I'm in too deep

The water consumes me

I take my last breath

Our future is in his hands

I couldn't make it up to you

The things I've said

The things I've done

To you

I made a mistake

All I want is for you to forgive me

Believe In Me

I try to find my way back home

The screams and the shouts made me run out of the door

He is the enemy

The only one who will ruin my destiny

I know I'll succeed

He's the only one stopping my from my dreams

I will survive

I can't cry

 

My future-

is in my own hands

The present-

he thinks is in his

But I will change myself

I will be brave and take his insults

I can do this

I just need someone in this world to

Believe in me

 

I know times are tough

But he makes it even more rough

He throws me down

He makes my bones shatter on the ground

He has his good days

But the bad outweigh the good

I do what he says

I just can't wait to get out of here

 

My future-

is in my own hands

The present-

he thinks is in his

But I will change myself

I will be brave and take his insults

I can do this

I just need someone in this world to

Believe in me

 

I can be more than he thinks

He will know I am the best in every way

He might not see it now

But soon I will stand up and walk out

I won't take it all

Someday I might just run off

Find another place to call home

He might not like it but I'll take it

all the insults

all the screams and cries

He will be sorry one day

I will forgive him but today

I feel I need to follow my dreams

 

My future-

is in my own hands

The present-

he thinks is in his

But I will change myself

I will be brave and take his insults

I can do this

I just need someone in this world to

Believe in me

 

I try to find my way back home

The screams and the shouts made me run right out of the door

He is the enemy

The only one who will ruin my destiny

I know I'll succeed

He's the only one stopping my from my dreams

I will survive

I can't cry

 

 

 

Nothing Left For You To Hold

 

You spread your wings

But you're still falling down

No one can see you up in the clouds

You wait for the pain that is soon to come

But you don't feel a thing when you hit the ground

Someone races forward trying to help you up

Before they get to you, you fall apart

Piece by piece

ashes on the ground

You're falling apart

No one can help you now

 

Will you ever love again

Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss

Cuz you know that forever doesn't last

You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold

 

You stare at the sky hoping you will get back up

You stare at the ashes of everyone that you have ever loved

Piece by piece everything comes together

But will you fall apart again

 

Will you ever love again

Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss

Cuz you know that forever doesn't last

You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold

 

You have waited so long for someone to save you

Now you wish the ones you loved-have never reached you

When they find you they disappear

You're left alone-once again

Sometimes you hope you're left alone

That no one cares for you

They are safe if you go away

If you disappear they will be ok

 

Will you ever love again

Will you hurt everyone in you're path just for one kiss

Cuz you know that forever doesn't last

You crash down and there is nothing left-for you to hold

 

You spread your wings

But you're still falling down

No one can see you up in the clouds

You wait for the pain that is soon to come

But you don't feel a thing when you hit the ground

Someone races forward trying to help you up

Before they get to you, you fall apart

Piece by piece

ashes on the ground

You're falling apart

No one can help you now